December 25th, 1986 - Van Nuys.
Merry Christmas.
That's what people say at Christmas, right?
Except normally they have someone to say it to.
They have friends and family,
And they haven't been crouched naked under a Christmas tree
with a needle in their arm like an insane person in a mansion in Van Nuys.
They're not out of their minds, they're not writing in a diary,
And they're definitely not watching their holiday spirit coagulate in a spoon.
I didn't speak to a single person today.
I figured why should I ruin their fucking Christmas.
I've started a new diary and this time I have a few new reasons.
One, I have no friends left.
Two, so I can read back and remember what I did the day before.
And three, so if I die, at least I leave a nice little suicide note of my life.
It's just me and you, diary. Welcome to my fucked up life.
Nobody would believe the shit that happens in my head, it's haunted.
Now that I've come down from the drugs
it seems like a sick play that I saw in a theater somewhere.
Thirty minutes ago, I could've killed someone.
Or better yet, myself.
X-Mas
Sixx: A.M.
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Lyrics by Sixx: A.M.
Accidents Can Happen Are You With Me Barbarians (Prayers for the Blessed) Before It's Over Belly of the Beast Better Man Can't Stop Codependance Courtesy Call Dead Man's Ballet Deadlihood Drive Everything Went to Hell Get Ya Some Girl With Golden Eyes Give Me A Love Goodbye My Friends Gotta Get It Right Heart Failure Helicopters Help Is on the Way High On The Music Hyperventilate I'm Sick Intermission Let's Go Lies of the Beautiful People Lies of the Beautiful People [Acoustic] Life After Death Life is Beautiful Live Forever Maybe It's Time Miracle Oh My God Permission Pray For Me Prayers for the Damned Relief Riot In My Head Rise Rise of the Melancholy Empire Skin Smile Stars Suffocate Suffocate [Explicit] Sure Feels Right That's Gonna Leave a Scar The Devil's Coming The Last Time (My Heart Will Hit the Ground) This Is Gonna Hurt Tommorrow Tomorrow Van Nuys We Will Not Go Quietly When We Were Gods Without You Wolf At Your Door X-Mas In Hell You Have Come to the Right Place
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