naked and bathing the semen away. nuncomfortable and left behind.nthe saliva shines a silver as we make love.nas I lose myself in pretending.nnpulse catches in continuous beating. (sore hands shake and bare feet feel frozen)nnthe beauty in the way the blue screen captures everything.nthe way it keeps on with falling out of windows and into walls.nntriangles growing out your wrists to keep you safe. i hope they keep you safe.nnthese nightmares coming to life, the stains that never wash out.n(the feeling of your body with his and the sound of you sighing and sharing our moments without me)nevery night I dreamt through your every encounter. and that morning I never fell asleep.ni was up awake with a sore mouth from kissing myself, giving up days to get rid of loneliness.ncold wind and wet rain are the only ones keeping touch.nyou knew better than anyone that I fall harder than anyone.