On track to an early gravenAnd I don't stand a chance against the monsters that my mind creates.nI don't want to be here, I just want to be numbnEscape the fucking people that believe in this system.nYou know they're watching, counting on your mistakesnWaiting for failure, can you carry the weight?nOnce had a future, now I'm watching it dienDamn my reflection in the shadows of night.nnListen closely, hear this whole world crumblingnSlowly breaking patiently dissolvingnAnd disgusted with being spoonfed my death-nI can taste it.nFuck my soul for collecting dust,nI was down and out in the winter monthsnWhen I lost old friends that I used to trustnAnd left promises out in the rain to rust.nMaybe I'm losing control,nCough up my lungs with the cynicalnThe older I get, still can't shake the doubtnStill dwell on the shit that drips out your mouth.nnSo let it be known,nLet the fucking truth be told.nYou'll do your best to establish a life on someone else's time.nYour spirit's only borrowednAnd all you know,nYou miss the days when you could've changed old stupid waysnAnd all the stars in your eyes have made it hardnTo even want to be alive anymore.