Stumblin' around and I'll be fuckednThat the sun had the guts to rise on us today.nHow many hands would it takenTo count the nights I've lied awake?nMotionless I contemplate my fatenCame to me while paralyzed.nSo far away from your light.nAnd whoever stays or goes will close their eyes to unfortunate times.nGoodbye purchased disguise.nDon't wanna dwell on my mistakes anymorenItch the guilt on my conscience now my body's torn from the bad misconceptions that live in my head and a troubled self relationshipnIt's in my blood to just destruct.nIt's only how you look, it don't matter what you saynFall from the civilization, where you'll find my remainsnDisappointed, fucking thrown awaynDrifting above the skynI'll be stuck here on the ground.