'Cause I'm so scared of dying since your fallnI'm so scared of dying when you watched it go down, downnAnd I watched your face in the fire near Jamison HallnWhile your sister and brother read chapters on how your skin burnednYou're singing hallelujah, and the angels came and took you downnYou asked the right direction, they told you it's protection, you knownnDid you believe 'em? Or are they liars?nDo you believe 'em? What a lienn'Cause I'm so scared of dying since I saw your skin fallnI'm so scared of dying since you watched it go down, down, downnNow I told you I need you and you screamed hallelujah, here we gonAnd I hoped you believed me when I told you you were beautifuln'Cause I meant it, man... But I didn't always mean itnDoes that make me a liar? I mean it. What a lie.nnThese cuts on my fingers, from the laundry I've donenWashing out all your prints, and the fire in my hallnDon't worry about it, I heard what you said and it's goodnAnd I appreciate it more than any other man ever couldnGod, I believe you, anyway... Just leave me, any day.nnWhere I told you I loved you, God damn-ing, I'm in itnWhen I told you I loved you, good Jesus, I'm in itnI hear lives look like fire crackersnAnd oh shit you're not breathing, but man I can feel you insidenDon't waste away, under the ground; rise up for me, under the groundn'Cause I'm wasting away, under the ground