Well, after I ate I went outsidenTo catch some air nAnd to walk off my drinknnAnd I rolled tobacconAnd watched as the smoke rolled nAnd magically like you left mennAnd I made a firm fist and, nPissed, thought it brilliant nTo throw my hand into the doornnI knew I would have to nAdmit that I was wrongnI decided to talk no morennAnna, no.nWhat an embarrassing way to go.nnIf you wrote a list nOf the times I considered nTo swim in my heavenly homennAnd God and His angelsnAre all under water nAnd callin' my name once for allnnOh and I had this hat nThat I lost in September nI miss you less than that, you knownnOh how can a man nSeek revenge on a woman nHe wants to believe has no soulnNo home.nnAnna, no.nWhat an embarrassing way to go