so she blew me off tonightnwe made love but if it isn't true what is?nlet's go blow it all, blow it again straight to the point we've never happenedni don't know what she's ever seen in mennit isn't worth repeating or beating yourself up for...nni'd sign as her heart donorni should've known her, better than i thought i didnbut i wouldn't change it if i could, just to see if i'll go through with it againnto be her respirator, to save her verbatimnnthis experience, depressed eerie inns to five star...nnthe best virtue will hurt younto think we got jinxed, confessing love at the same timenstabilized, if only my lips had the jaws of life to pry her crying stapled eyesnon the sharp side of her spirit, tears splitnni'm picking at that start of this deep memoirs scar...nnher body is a palace, for calloused heartsn