I can feel my aorta splitting through the heart,ndumping need and sending sickness to the gut.nyeah, now I'm feeling lovable nto the point where grieving is impossible.nParanoia slowly working up your spine. nWon't be long before its ruining the night.nYou're still surprised.nI've been down this road before.nI recognize it nnIt's burning from the start. nIt's tearing me apart.nIt's blocking all the detours,npushing alcohol to heart,nsending metal to the brain.nyeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. nMinute to minute, hour to hour.nI'm not the same.nnI wanna break.nEver since I could remember, thats the way I've been. nNow I'm giving it up to the night and the moment.nThe friends that I had and the ringing in my ears nnever make me nervous.nnI sigh in comfort in the darkness. nThere's something in the light nthat impresses the nodes in my mind.nMaybe I'll never figure it out, nbut then again, that's the only reason I... nnI'm burning from the start.nI'm tearing it apart. nI'm blocking all the detours. n1, 2, 3, 4. nnI wanna break.nEver since I could remember, thats the way I've been. nNow I'm giving it up to the night and the moment.nThe friends that I had and the ringing in my ears nnever make me nervous.nnThe miles on my feet through the pain.