is this really what it's come to?ndoing time inside my bedroom,nwith the lights turned down.nwell, you know I can't see much of anythingn'cept the glow from my computer screen'sntelling me to go.nand sleep is where I want to be, nbut I can't get there for the life of me, nso I guess I'll just--nI'll watch TV.n nI think about what we had on our headphones, nwatch as my old dear friends leave their homes, nbut I think I will stay--nstay right here.nndriven up and down the coast now,ni've seen all kinds of places nwhere I could staynand not hesitate. nbut that's all I want to do, ni just want to sit right here and think it through,n'til the timing's right,ni'll wait for it. ntime is running with me,nwe're holding hands for all eternity, nthen we'll have some kids,nand then we'll die.nnI think about what we had on my headphones, nwatch as my old dear friends leave their homes, nbut I think I will stay--nstay right here.