I hope you don't know what went wrongnBecause if you did you'd surely stab me deadnI hope you don't think it was all my faultnBut if you do I guess that doesn't matter much anywaynnBut its not like I expected all the peoplenI respected to come tumbling down on top of menAnd acting like I'm chokingnSo you can't that I've been choking nOn every word I've ever tried to say to younnIt's nothing I intended nThis welcome that I have extended nTo be revoked in spite of menIn spite of me, in spite of mennI hope you don't think less of menBut if you do it wouldn't shock me too muchnI hide myself inside of a plastic bagnBecause at least that way nYou won't have to see my ugly facennBut I'm not afraid of losing all these atoms I'm been fusingnWith the blowtorch that you gave to menAnd can't you see that I'm bending nFrom the wooden postcards that you've been sending nI sprained my back, it's easiernAnd you'd think I'm broken from the Family Fun token nThat she gave to menBut it's rusting in my handsnThe token is rusting in my handsnThe token is rusting in my handsnToken is rusting in my handsnToken is rusting in my handsnToken is rusting in mynRusting in my hands and I'm pudding in your handsnIt's rusting in my handsnSo take it away from menJust get it away from menTake this away from menBefore, before, before I am