Just another day with two empty handsnDrag me through gravelnTake me far from herenToo tired to use my winsnJust do not forget menBreathe your arson breathnKiss my cyanide lipsnBliss from a dead embracenThis is how we put an end to each othernBeg for yoursnBeg for minenBleed again and I give innOpen your mouthnOpen my armsnApologetic deathnI'm sorry that it had to come to thisnI have grown so sick of this plague of insecuritiesnI can't trust myself to help myselfnAnd these razors beg for skinnI dance in cold seasonsnNumb hands from distant touchnIt's not supposed to hurt this much and I don't know whynThis had to be such a game of bleeding thoughtsnIt's too fucking hard to think aboutnMemories built from glassnI see you in my dreams more oftennEyes piercing minenDead weight, dead starenDead to the point that I cannot carenThat you, that InWatch each other bleed and love to crynFell in, fell outnBegged on broken knees and a swollen mouthnHeld hands, held upnTook everything I have to give and then you gave upnIt's probably not as bad as it seemsnI am just stuck in my own worst dreamsnThe ones where you rip my heart from my chestnCome back for a kiss and burn what's leftnWhat a goddamn nightmarenI'm still awakenIn my own hellnThis is not where I die for younThis is where i stop crying over younI can't walk awaynI'm bound here by hopenTied here by memoriesnThey hold me steadfastnDrown me in oceans of your failing handsnSubtle and delicate we live this dancenMotions of porcelainnWhispers to the starsnWhat has brought me this farnIt was not supposed to be this hard to breathe,nIt was not supposed to be this hard to breathe.