I'm not always like this, it's something I've becomenA terrible weakness in my nature, in my bloodnnI wasn't always sick she saidnI wasn't sick in the headnTill a man took my dignity with his dick insteadnI used to trust people, love peoplenUsed to go nuts, people call me crazynFrom the B with but latelynIt's like I cant trust my friendsnOr men in generalnMedical experts told me to just let it gonBut put yourself in my situationnSkip degrading its not like I strip for temptationnI wish I didn't drink that nightnI thought he was Mr Right when I kissed his lips tightnMy head hurt, fuck men are jerksnI wish he would have took it out when I said it hurtnI wish a lot would have changed that nightnWish I'd stayed out of sightnWish he'd never paid for the spritenThat I mixed with the vodkanShot after shotnCause I'd never guess after 12 that InCouldn't stop him from topping mennnDomino motion jump starts when we touchnThe blackout approachingnHere it comes nownWish me lucknnnI didn't even know who he wasnA friend of a friend of a friend that doesnHe was on drugs apparentlynI could tell by how he starred at menHis pupils glared at menThe black was so scarynHe haunts my nightmaresnThe blues was right therenI wish I would have pushed himnBut the booze was like yeahnI love this, I love younDo what you please to me, I'm one with younUntil it hit me the situations riskynHe kissed me than frisked menGet off of my quicklynI tried to scream nHe denied me to breathenSo I smacked him with my pack of cigarettes crying pleasenGet off of me, stop haunting menThen I screamed where the fuck is the condomnSee that's when number 13 snappednAnd the blackout happened to fast to reactnnnDomino motion jump starts when we touchnThe blackout approachingnHere it comes nownWish me lucknnnI awoke back at home but who drovenThen my phone said 8 missed calls from unknownnThen the sickness camenAnd the night came back and played outnMemories hit me, I remembered himnWait now what if this sickness is morning sicknessnWait it couldn't come this quick could itnMaybe I'm mixed upnI'm hoping its not a kidnI'll head to the doctor thennI'll let him examine itnI'm never drinking againnnnDomino motion jump starts when we touchnThe blackout approachingnHere it comes nownWish me lucknnDomino motion jump starts when we touchnThe blackout approachingnHere it comes nownWish me luck