I lost it all, my brain, life, my balls for y'all nNo more phone calls nI walk along the long hallsnThe long haulsnThe alcohol stalls, the show nThe strip-malls, the hos, the strippers and spit balls nAnd pit falls I done fell through nI went to hell for you nProbably end up in Bellevue or jail for you nThat'll be two for two, headed for I.C.U. butnnI laugh when I cry knowin' love is a lienI pray to the sky hopin' Brookie don't dienFrom the drugs and the hoes and the crack in the floorsnThe tears and the flows and the blood in the nosenIn the land of the body blows anything goesnIf Brookie don't cry then Brookie don't grownAm I high? am I low? guess I really don't knownSo save mennI bang my head again, woke up dead againnOff my medicine, ripped my cardigannMade my bed of sin, played my card again, took my slaughterin'nWrote it off and took one more daughter innGod don't like me but He loves menAnd strikes and kills anyone that shoves menYou're best to backtracknFell the backdraft when I write rough draftsnnI laugh when I cry knowin' love is a lienI pray to the sky hopin' Brookie don't dienFrom the drugs and the hoes and the crack in the floorsnThe tears and the flows and the blood in the nosenIn the land of the body blows anything goesnIf Brookie don't cry then Brookie don't grownAm I high? am I low? guess I really don't knownSo save mennGot a chip on my shoulder the size of Boulder, Colorado, colder nLook in the mirror I'm gettin' older El Dorado soldier nOff the off ramp, off the wagon and on to braggin' nYou got a monkey on your back? I got a dragon! nI'm in mourning every morning nHanging out with my dumbass should have a Surgeon General Warning nAshes to ashes, dust to dust nBorn too be wild and born too rust nnScream at Yoko, geeked on coconI duck and truck 'cuz that dere bitch loconImplode weekly, geeky freakynYes block me, mock me but cannot beat menSing the chorus against or for usnLove, adore us or watch the tour busnOver your head, if you missed the boatnWell then it's over your headnYeah, it's over your headnnI laugh when I cry knowin' love is a lienI pray to the sky hopin' Brookie don't dienFrom the drugs and the hoes and the crack in the floorsnThe tears and the flows and the blood in the nosenIn the land of the body blows anything goesnIf Brookie don't cry then Brookie don't grownAm I high? am I low? guess I really don't knownSo save mennI laugh when I cry knowin' love is a lienI pray to the sky hopin' Brookie don't dienFrom the drugs and the hoes and the crack in the floorsnThe tears and the flows and the blood in the nosenIn the land of the body blows anything goesnIf Brookie don't cry then Brookie don't grownAm I high? am I low? guess I really don't knownSo save me