It's hard to watch a sunrise when you think there's clouds in the way.nAnd harder to leave the think there's no sunrise scene after 60 miles and a speeding ticket just to get there.nThe hardest part is driving away and catching that pomegranate sun I never saw before in the rear view mirror and you're too far away to make it back to that perfect spot on the cliff you found with your friends.nIt's easy to miss a sunrise if nobody's patient.nnI realize I've never been relaxed before.nExcept on my birthday this year.nWe got inflatable rafts and,nBlew them up and,nTook them out on the water.nAnd I felt relaxed for the first time in my life when I looked up and saw the sky.nAnd I felt so away from everything.nI was free.