I've been noticing there's been nothing but smilesnAnd it's opened up my mind to all the thoughts that I've repressednI feel like I'm empty 'cause I'm happynAnd it's almost half a year since I've been stressednnI haven't been reckless latelynThe world is spinning all around me, as I sit still herenLaziness, like gravity makes it pointless to accomplish thingsnNow it's getting hard to stand when my life is perfect sittingnnContent is dulling downnI want excitementnI'll live on impulse nownNew feelings frightennI wanna be bravenIs being reckless the same?nnThere are some people who feel sadnessnAfter getting what they want, like there is something out there betternOne I'm thinking of where I can't read your journalnYou're alone when someone's with you, you're a tear gland that won't quitnnWell I tried to 'help' you others have toonEven the perfect boy; you're still confusednI'm happy he's trying maybe that's what I'm missingnI have no ambition, any goals, maybe girls'll get me through thisnnContent is dulling downnI need excitementnI'll live on impulse nownNew feelings frightennI wanna be bravenIs being reckless the same?nnI've been way too happy lately I don't take it for grantednSometimes being sad just makes life more excitingnI've been way too empty lately I just want some feelingnSometimes being sad just makes life more fufillingn