I had the right to sublurr, because they ache one stickI saw five to six million but, yo, that ain't really shitIt was supposed to be different, we were supposed to write outBut tumach shot his girl, then shot himself in the mouthThen the steady game form very soon fell apartBecause when you just doing all, the loyalty in your heartSlight catch a long hymn on all these niggasForgetting where they're coming fromAnd they're slowing down, wait a minute, what we're running from?This what we're supposed to do, here's where we're supposed to beI hated MTV for trying to play me like a mockeryBut that don't bother me, I just fulfill my fucking contractSmall price to pay just to take a piece of my backMy back, backfire, assassination of my characterJust demassing me in the AmericaMy younger sister, Erika, just adopted a childMy older brother served fifteen, he made it outEven though my father loved me, I ain't seen him for a whileHad to fight my baby, bitch, give me my nigga nowCause I'm running out of time and I need him to understandThe way a superior man had build a brandNiggas talk about my taxes, had to pay, I consemnI'm surviving cause the lines ass crooked in the handHeartbreak, disappointment, my mother died when I was nineI just wanted to join herNow I miss to join her, get to CaliforniaI got something for you to do, it was like I was annoyingResurrected, found my purpose, I remember being draggedBeing nervous when I would kick my versesI was virtually worthless, my whole life was a circusI was sleeping with serpents and I thought it is worth itGot a call from Paul, told me shit isn't workingExchange words, told me tell me that shit in personHe probably told him, and by the way did he said itOn a prolijetic twisted made about himI see Slim and he said he didn't recognize meWas it that or did he let another man to find me?I don't know, but now I gotta get this all behind meFollow my calling when I used to follow niggas blindlyI wish I had a better relationship with my unclesBlood relatives I could turn to when I'm feeling troubleAnd talk about my strugglesMy uncle John Nail, he only put me on the phoneWith different femalesAnd this is such a such, nephew, tell me, what's up?Ain't even ask about your man in Cali, growing upFuck, I drink it all and I smash the bottleSelf medicated numb, but I'm a feel it tomorrowIt feel like pain and sorrow was like a second skinBut now that pain was gone I got my second winOnly the strong live long, you better settle inI'm fighting for ever, I will never let the devil win1983, that's when my journey beginsI searched every word for stritting, only find it withinThis for me and my kid, still trying to liveLiving life to the fullest 'till I see you again
Lyrics by Xzibit
(Hit U) Where It Hurts 1983 [Remix] [*] 1983 Remix 25 To Life 3 Card Molly 3 Card Molly"(feat. Ras Kass, Saafir A Minute To Pray Alkaholic Alkaholic ( Featuring Erick Sermon And J-Ro & Tash... Alkaholik Arch Angels At The Speed Of Life B**** A** N***** Back 2 the Way It Was Been a Long Time Best of Things Beware of Us Big Bang Theory Big Barking Big Business Bird's Eye View Bird's Eye View Bitch Ass Niggas (interlude) Bitch Ass Niggaz Bitch Please Bitch Please Ii Bk To La BK To LA (feat. M.O.P.) BK To LA"(feat. M.O.P. Black & Brown Black & Brown Bounce, Rock, Golden State Break Yourself Cali Kings Part 1 California Vacation Carry The Weight Chamber Music Chaos Choke Me, Spank Me Choke Me, Spank Me (Pull My Hair) Choke Me, Spank Me, Pull My Hair Cold World Concentrate Concentrate (Remix) Concentrate (San Quinn Remix) Concrete Connect Crazy Crazy Ho Criminal Set D.N.A D.N.A (Drugs-N-Alkahol) D.N.A (Drugs-N-Alkahol)"(feat. Snoop Dogg Deeper Defari Herut Don't Approach Me Don't Approach Me"(feat. Eminem Don't Hate Me (Interlude) Don't Let The Money Make You Don't Let The Money Make You (Bonus Track) Don't Let The Money Make You"(feat. King Tee, Soop... Don't Approach Me Don't Let The Money Make You Dos Equis Double Time Down For The Count Dying To Live E Lucean Le Stelle Enemies Enemies & Friends Enemies & Friends Enjoy the Night Everything Eyes May Shine F''n' You Right F****n' You Right Family Values Fight The Power Focus Focus (In 40 Dayz & 40 Nightz Album) Focus (In 40 Dayz & 40 Nightz Album) Focus (Lakers Victory Remix) Forever a G Forever You Wont Foundation Freestyle Freestyle Ghetto Front 2 Back Fuck With Us FUCK'N You Right Fuckin' You Right Fuckin' You Right Gambler Game Face Gangsta Gangsta Get Fucked Up With Me Get Your Walk On Get Your Walk On [Xplicit] Getcha Groove On Handle Your Business Handle Your Time Harder Harder (feat. The Golden State Project) Harder"(feat. Ras Kass, Saafir (Golden State Warri... Heart of a Man Heart of Man Hey Now Hey Now (Mean Muggin) Hey Now (Mean Muggin) [CD-ROM Track] Hey Now (Mean Muggin) [Xplicit] Highest Form Of Understanding Hit & Run Hit & Run (Part II) Hit & Run Hit & Run (Part II) Hit Run How You Livin' How You Livin' Hurt Locker I Came To Kill In Gotti We Trust In My Face Inside Job Invade My Space Jermaine Dupri Diss Judgement Day Judgement Day Just Maintain Just Maintain"(feat. Hurricane Gee and J-Ro Keep It Movin' Keep It Movin' Kenny Parker Show 2001 Kenny Parker Show 2001"(feat. KRS-One Killer's Remorse Killer\u2019s Remorse Killer's Remorse Killin' It Killin' It (feat. Tha Alkaholics) Klack Last Call Lax Legends Never Die Let It Rain Let it Rain"(feat. King Tee, Tha Alkaholiks Likwit Connection Likwit Rhyming Loose Cannons Los Angeles Times Losin' Your Mind Losin' Your Mind (feat. Snoop Dogg) Losin' Your Mind"(feat. Dr. Dre, Snoop Dogg Losin’ Your Mind Loud & Clear Loud & Clear"(feat. Butch Cassidy, Defari, King Te... Loud & Clear Louis XIII Man On The Moon Massacre Central Meaning of Life Missin' U Missin' U (feat. Andre "Dre Boogie" Wilson) Missin' U Movie Movies Movin' In Your Chucks Movin' In Your Chucks Multiply Multiply (feat. Nate Dogg) Multiply (Ft. Nate Dogg) Multiply"(feat. Nate Dogg Mutha***** Muthafucka My Life, My World My Name My Name Is My Name"(feat. Eminem, Nate Dogg My Writes Napalm No Hand Out Nobody Sound Like Me Nobody Sound Like Me"(feat. Montageone On Bail On Ball Paparazzi Paul Phenom Plastic Surgery Plastic Surgery"(feat. Ras Kass, Saafir Poppin' Off Poppin' Off Positively Negative Positively Negative"(feat. King Tee Prime Time Pull My Hair Pussy Pop Pussy Pop"(feat. Method Man & Jayo Felony Ram Part Division Recycled Assassins Recycled Assassins"(feat. Montageone Release Date Rework The Angles Ride or Die Right On Rimz & Tirez Rimz & Tirez"(feat. Defari, Goldie Loc, Kokane Rimz & Tirez Rollin Rollin' Rollin' (West Side Remix) Rollin' Runway Walk Saturday Night Live Say It to My Face Scandalous B****es Scandalous Bitches Scent of a Woman Shroomz Shroomz Pt. II So Good(With Davina) So What Some L.A. Niggaz Something More Sorry I'm Away So Much Sorry I'm Away So Much"(feat. DJ Quik, Suga Free Sorry I'm Away So Much Spit And Shine Spit Shine Spread It Out Stand Tall State of Hip Hop vs. Xzibit State of Hip Hop vsXzibit State Of Hip-Hop Vs. Xzibit State Of The Union Step Up Symphony In X Major Symphony In X Major (feat. Dr. Dre) Symphony In X Major"(feat. Dr. Dre Thank You The Anthem The Bakers Dozen The Donnell Rawlings Show (Skit) The Gambler The Gambler (feat. Anthony Hamilton) The Gambler"(feat. Anthony Hamilton The Game Don't Wait The Game Don't Wait (Remix) The Game Don't Wait The Mad In The Game (Madden 2001 Theme) The Murder Show The Music Of Business The Whole World Three Emcees Throw It Like It's Free Thunder & Lightning Thunder & Lightning Thunder Lightning Tough Guy U Can't Fuck With Me U Know U Know (feat. Dr. Dre) U Know What's Up U Know What's Up (Rap Remix) U Know What's Up Up Out The Way What a Mess What U See Is What U Get What U See Is What You Get What You Can't C What You Can't C What You See Is What You Get What's The Difference What's The Difference Where Da Paper At Whole World Wild Pitch X X"(feat. Snoop Dogg Xzibit & Tash Freestyle Xzibit Freestyle Year 2000 You Better Believe It