shes been holding me for 5 years friends but never loversnthinking she was was next in line only to cut it as it hanged hernand ive said im sorry so many timesnthat im sure they have lost all meaningnnyou were so beautifulni was such an assholenthinking i could fool your feelings againnso know i stand here cryinnwishing you were mine againnknowing that its all my faultnnshe built a home for me in her eyes and a grave inside her stomachnif all goes well as you wish youll see my face in you by mourning/morningnand i never thought in just one kissnthat my world wouldnt change at all