The world we made is too much too carry, arms cracking in place.nnI've been walking through the wayside hoping to find a disease to erase all my insides.nI don't want to know that I exist; the truth navigation took place on my wrists.nSo here's to us and the memories made laughing out in the sun.nSo here's to us and the memories lost that we'll never become.nnI want to feel what your waist moves like in the deepest conditions, void of the consequences when we make our decisions.nIf we're gonna kiss, bite my lips hard. If we're gonna kiss, tear my skin apart.nHoney, I know that life is sweet but when it comes to my destruction it ain't got shit on me.nnHere's to us cracking in place.nnListen closely as I speak this slowly, I'm ghost among the living knocking as to hear me.nWatch closely as our pulse seizes, I'm antique among the living falling to pieces.nI'm afraid that I'm always afraid. I'm afraid I won't make it today.nI'm afraid I'll end tragically. I'm afraid.nnI want to feel what your knife moves like in the deepest conditions, void of the consequences when we make our incisions.nIf we're gonna kiss, bite my lips hard. If we're gonna kiss, tear my skin apart.nHoney, I know that life is sweet but when it comes to my destruction it ain't got shit on me.nnHoney, I know that life is sweet but I'm afraid.nSo Here's to us.