As a child,nmonsters always haunted your panicked dreams.nThis time you're the vampire,nand though it's cruel reality,nyou're still trapped in a suffocating fantasy,nliving out your most gruesome reverie.nWhen will you let me wake younfrom this painful dreaming?nDon't you realize you're killing in your sleep?nWith claws of carelessness and fangs of apathy,nripping holes in the fleshnof the people you once esteemed,njust to smell the freshnessnof their final breaths and their blood.nYours went stale a long time ago.nnYou'll change your addictionnto appease your conviction.nYou've built quite the tolerancenfor your previous obsession,nbut your new devotionnrequires some compassion;nin the face of diversity,nyour tolerance is lacking.nnNow you've indulgednyour feral temptations.nYou've awakened, and you saynthat you've had a vision of enlightenment,nthat you wish to be cleansed and saved.nWash yourself clean in a blessed stream.nBut there's no such thing;nand it's never that easy.nInnocence can't be boughtnwith a confession.nYou can't just empty your sinsninto a pit of salvation.nThe guilt eats you justnas you devoured your family.nWhy do you need a saviornwhen you could rescue yourselfnfrom the fear that drives your hate?nnYou'll change your addictionnto appease your conviction.nYou've built quite the tolerancenfor your previous obsession,nbut your new devotionnrequires some compassion;nin the face of diversity,nyour tolerance is lacking.nnWhat did I do tondeserve such silence,nsuch violence?nOn your quest for self-destruction,nyou destroy us all.nAs you feast on the last of your own blood,nand taste the venom left behind,nyou consume my desiccated heart,nand drain the consciousness from my mind.nTake pity on me,nyour devoted victim.nTake pity on me;nthis sacrifice won't set you free.nBeware of the soul-saver;nhe's not your friend.nWhy do you ask His forgiveness?nI'm the one you've mistreated.nNow ask yourself,nare you truly born again?nYour pedestal reeks of death.nA thick film of denial now coats your veins.nThere are hardly any left to penetrate.nYou had a life that refused to waitnfor you to make another mistake.nYou're bound to make another mistake.