Looking for reasons for what I didnLooking for reasons to livenWaiting at your doorstep another nightnScared to death of you sleeping aroundnnCall you in the morning crying on the phonenGlad to hear your voice but your voice has turned ice coldnIt was that very moment that I made up my mindnThere's no longer no reason for me to trynnLooking for trouble and reactions all the timenLike a teenage kid it makes me feel alivenAsk my mother: Does peace come along with age?nNo restlessness grows worse day by daynnI can't control my hope I can't control my dreamsnI can't eat I can't sleep I can't do anythingnnCall you in the morning crying on the phonenGlad to hear your voice but your voice has turned ice coldnLeaving lods of messages, leaving you notes on your locked up door and your shut off phonenIt was that very moment that I made up my mindnThere's no longer no use for me to trynThe worst case scenario is what we've been throughnWorse than anything I can relate tonI've never moved on, I've always been stucknLeft so much behind without building it upnSo long since I wished to get up in the morningnSo longe since anything but singing had a meaningnThe worst case scenario is what we've been going throughnnI can't control my hope I can't control my dreamsnI can't eat I can't sleep I can't do anythingn