Not in the runningnBut this rain is nothing new to me anywaynI see my reflectionnNo where near who I should benThe spirit is willing butnThe anchors of my flesh still hold me downnWith every distractionnI lose more of who I should benn[Chorus:]nHad many time to trynBefore i realizednThe flaws in my desginnMay have led me to ask whynWhy'd you make me so weak?nI tried but I'm incompletenIs this all there is?nAll there is to me?nnHow many chancesnAt redemption do i think i'll ever getnKeep changign my rythems for a shot at somethign morenMiracles happennSo why do I feel like I'm being left behindnIt's still in my naturenTo look for what I can't findnn[x2]nnIs this all there is?nIs this all there is to menI should be all better nownThis is all there is to menI can pick myself up againnIs this all there is?nI hope that one day I will make a standnBut right nownThis is all there is to mennNo matter how i dreamnI will never be good and praynCuz right now this is all there is to menYea right now this is all there is to me