appear distracted nthe only way to move on nso much to flee from nlets call me bitter and old n250 milligrams of escape nmore weeks of tv nas someone forgets my name na brand new diet na weeks vacation i saved ni'd better settle for settling nin you'll see me happy nwhen all the bastards are dead nwhen counting heartbeats nmeans i am still alive nnand all of a sudden this ninsight crashes down ni'm all out of memories nthey somehow wore out nnwho watches watchmen? nwho takes control of your life?n so much to choose from nthat i've got no choices left nstay well-behaved and nbe good looking when you mourn nall with a surface nbut certainly no within talk of progression no matter how hard you try nthis disillusion will most likely get you too nyou'll see me happy when all the bastards are deadn when counting heartbeats means i've not given in