I've been home for daysnBut I refuse to call younI've been home for days, I've been using my mindnTo spy on younI'd hide and lock awaynThe signs that would alert younI'd crash my car and bury every key that wouldnAllow someone to get throughnnAnd what I run away fromnIs why I'm not away when you're aroundnWhen you see me standing backnFrom the pictures in your bedroom, bleeding blacknI'm surprised that I'm awakenWith my head floating off the groundnnI've been pissed for daysnBeating my head against the wallnI'd be alone forever if I couldnBut I'd never tellnNo, I'd never tellnnAnd what I run away fromnIs why I'm not away when you're aroundnWhen you see me standing backnFrom the pictures in your bedroom, bleeding blacknI'm surprised that I'm awakenWith my head floating off the groundnnWhen our war is throughnI'll drink to me, 'cause I'm alivennAnd what I run away fromnIs why I'm not away when you're aroundnWhen you see me standing backnFrom the pictures in your bedroom, bleeding blacknI'm surprised that I'm awakenWith my head floating off the ground