if the phone rings and it's for me, tell 'em i'm in bed. nthe day, the dawn and two pillows went straight to my head. ni'm half alive in my room at night. ni'm half dead when the morning light wakes me. nand makes me the memory. nnthings change. nit's the feeling i get when i'm in my car. ni see people like me driving alone down the same roads. ntheir eyes closed.nthings change. nmy stomach will hurt, my eyes will burn; ni just have to live with what i have. nnhands. break my hands, if i reach again. hands. break my hands, if i reach again.