Not too sure that I can go much farthernReally not sure if things are even getting betternI'm so tired of the me that has to desecratenI'm so tired of the me that's in controlnnI woke up to see the sun shining all around menHow could it shine down on me?nYou'd think that it would notice I can't take any morenHad to ask myselfnWhat's it really for?nnEverything I tried to do, it didn't matternNow I might be better off just rolling overn'Cause you know I tried so hard but couldn't change a thingnAnd it hurts so much I might as well let gonnI can't really take the sun shining all around menWhy would it shine down on me?nYou'd think that it would notice I no longer believenCan't help telling myselfnIt don't mean a thingnnOh, ohnnI woke up to see the sun shining all around menHow could it shine down on me?nSun shining all its beautynWhy would it shine down on me?nYou'd think that it would notice I can't take any morenJust had to ask myselfnWhat's it really for?