I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house,nThat don't bother me,nI can take a few tears now and then and just let 'em out,nBut I'm not afraid to cry,nEvery once in a while,nEven though going on with you still upsets me,nThere are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok,nBut that's not what gets me,nnWhat hurts the most,nWas being so close,nAnd having so much to say,nAnd watching you walk away,nAnd never knowing what could have been,nAnd not seeing that loving you,nIs what I was trying to donnIt's hard to deal with the pain of losing younEverywhere I go,nBut I'm doin' it,nIt's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone,nStill harder,nGetting up getting dressed never want this regretnBut I know if I could do it over,nI would treat every way all the words that I say in my heart that I left unspoken,nn'Cause what hurts the most,nWas being so close,nAnd having so much to say,nAnd watching you walk away,nAnd never knowing what could have been,nAnd not seeing that loving you,nIs what I was trying to donnIs what I was trying to donnWhat hurts the most,nWas being so close,nAnd having so much to say,nAnd watching you walk away,nAnd never knowing what could have been,nAnd not seeing that loving you,nIs what I was trying to donnIs what I was trying to do