How many nights will I lie awakenAnd dream of the day I won't have to speaknForbidden thoughts that could make you crynAnd make me crawl into my holennWalking alone I hear the church bells ringnWhat is this life, is it anything?nYouth and desire only make me tirednAnd make me fall into my holennThere's a reason, a reason to livenI know it's hard to givenBut it's the way to love, the way to lovennLooking through my memories, through my memoriesnThere's always something missing, something missingnnWe live by rules that we're meant to breaknDie by a cause that was our mistakenThese restless times that we're living throughnOnly make me cold, and I grow into my soulnnThere's a reason, a reason to livenI know it's hard to givenBut it's the way to love, the way to love