I lost my friend nNear the water nAnd I loved her, though she left me nShe smiled, she kissed me, she swam away nI loved my friend nNear the water nnShe loves me nnI'll crouch beneath the boat nI'll learn to breathe nWhen I fall asleep nI want to die in water nI'll crouch beneath the boat nI'll learn to swim nSoon I'll have fins nI want to die in water nnEvery time I turn around nAnd I'm scared they'll see me nAnd every time I turn around nThere's still no smile nAnd my eyes they hurt nFrom all the rubbing nAnd my mind it hurts nFrom my eyes nnI'll crouch beneath the boat nI'll learn to breathe nWhen I fall asleep nI want to die in water nI'll crouch beneath the boat nI'll learn to swim nSoon I'll have fins nI want to die in waternnShe loves mennI'll crouch beneath the boat nI'll learn to breathe nWhen I fall asleep nI want to die in water nI'll crouch beneath the boat nI'll learn to swim nSoon I'll have fins nI want to die in waternI want to die