You gave me your hand so long agonBut now our house is burning nYou're never homenI feel sick looking at our picture framesnI turned them down and turned you awaynI wanted to hear your words my whole lifenBut now they cut me like a knifenHiding under the coversnCrushing dreamsnAm I your lover or your enemy?nnAnd at the end of the daynI never wanted it to be this waynYou sure it's what you wanna do?nI'll leave it up to younnI packed my heart in boxes yesterdaynI fell asleep last night in my room all alone and afraidnCause my blood is cold and body is numbnOh God, what did we become?nI feel you love to say that you don't miss me anymorenBut anything I feel I choose to ignorenI pray that once my anger dies I'll livenAnd once my tears are dry I'll learn to forgivennI know the love we had was real at one timenAnd if you give me one more chance I promise to trynSeasons change, lovers bloom and some dienBut you'll always be part of my life