What was I thinkingnCan't concentratenIt's all so vivid, too closenI hallucinatennHow come I could nevernKeep a good thing togethernA minute, an hour, and that's itnnWhere was I headed nWhen the cards got playednWhat I was going to takennI threw it to the the EarthnEnded up with enough, you get itnWhen it's up, forget itnForget itnnAll I ever did was try but I missednI'll go up in flames for thisn'Cause it's nnAll I want nAll I've investednNo sleep, I'll never risk itnI've done all that I cannI've done all that I cannnWhere was I headed throughnWhen the call got madenWas I one to be erasednnHow come I could nevernKeep a good thing togethernA minute, an hour, and that's itnnAll I ever did was try but I missednI'll go up in flames for thisn'Cause it's nnAll I wantnAll I've investednNo sleep, I'll never risk itnI've done all that I cannI've done all that I cannnI don't know where to beginnI don't know where to begin