From my darkest day - to my brightest night - every word i said - has been all lies - a illusion of life - of what seems right - this will never excist - not in your eyesnnni am lying - to myselfnnnwhen i say its alright - when i say its life - see youll never know - ill die with my wordnnnAlways running no where to go - always hiding from what i know - never again - buried so deep - ima lose my mind - nothing to do i must let go - let it gonnive held on too long - this time - i will try - tonight i scream - i will try - tonight i scream - over and over - over and over i tried