I cannot explainnWhy I am this waynPrecaution please leave me alonenI'm tired of hearing whatnyou've got to saynnSometimes I like itnSometimes I don'tnnBut it seems I always wantnto be what I'm notnAnd I'm not satisfiednwith what I've gotnI'm looking through a tinted glassnThat changes color with eachnquestion that I asknnPart of me is new and part of me is oldnI'm running fast but can I holdnOnto this dream thatngrows at such a speednI don't know what I want or what I neednnI cannot explainnFor I do not knownConfusion is planted in my mindnAnd the seed continues to grownnSometimes I like itnMost times I don'tnnThe more I know, the more I asknWill I find answers or is this my tasknWill a day arrive, when Inam sure of somethingnnThe unobtainable intrigues menGreener grass I can seenWhen my vision is obscured by desirennSometimes I mustnLook deeper than the waters brimnTake a deep breathnBefore I dive innTake a deep breathnBefore I try to swimnnTake a deep breathnTake a deep breath