This night has been, opening my eyes.nThoughful in this time, not having you.nnIn restless times, (thoughful in nights).nIn restless times, (thoughful in nights).nIn restless times, (thoughful in nights).nIn restless times, (thoughful in nights).nnCan you see, I can't live without you.nnI, have been sick I been thinking.nOf dieing, now.nWhy, I keep thinking of your name.nWhen I'm dead, why bother trying.nnShouldn't we be together.nIm sick of trying, Im sick of eating.nWhen your not around.nnWhen, will you say you want me.nCan you pretend.nWhere, can i find a place to be.nStop, the stairs are apart.nnThis has opened, my eyes.nThe nght has left me, with noting in me.nIn situations, I keep it to myself.nI'll let you know, when I'm dead.nnThe sadness bothers me, when Im not with you.nThis whole night I stair at myself and.nThinking Im worthless, and cry in shame.nI'll fall back down, where there's no one to pick me up.nnI hate, this night.nI wished that you died, I would have not cry.