These gazes in glass
Reflected glass in hopeless eyes -
And fixed pupils on the run.
Dumb cries in despair
Become silent in charivari -
A paradox like emptiness fills rooms.
Repressing my sentiments,
Cause it's a business that pays:
I'm spoilt for choice
Between declaiming sympathy -
Or valium and schizophrenia.
In face of never sensed indifference:
An indifferent shrug
In response to labeling with pathos.
In face of realized commodity:
An indifferent i know that this is real...
In response to all academic misgivings.