This empty feeling, blame it on me.nDo I deserve this? I must deserve this.nMy soul is sinking; guilt watches me.nWhat is my purpose? I must have purpose.nSo I stop and breath.nnYou tell me I'm fine, no reason to cry.nTell me again and try not to lie.nThere is no difference; everywhere's the same.nAnd there is no way for me to win this game.nnSilence informs me I'm solitary.nAre you out there? Please be out there.nMaybe I'll soon learn how to be perfect.nI just don't care; why should I carenAbout your apathy?nnThis happens everytime;nKeep trying to start new.nThe only thing I learn isnThat it's something I can't do.