Intensify the pain as I speak these wordsnSo personal to me do I make things ten times worse?nThrowing all sense of caution to the windnThe next tragedy will begin where this one endsnWith everything thats happening I allownIf I held this all inside I'd be dead by nownReality dawns & ends the world of make believenSuffering silently is done I know my day will comenI die every time I say these words that kill something in younThe word made flesh the word is fleshnWith everything thats happening I allownI let this out & it all affects you somehownReality dawns & ends the world of make believenI've only said what I felt to play the hand that I was dealtnSo I'm unsteady but my cards are right here on the tablenSuffering silently is done I know my day will comenBreaking my bones this friction its burning like a sick addictionnI refuse to place the blame but who ever you are go back from nwhere you came