we once went for a walknbut didn't know where we should gonwe chose to take a rest and talknthat's when I told you I was so in love with younnyou said well I don't knownand threw a look up at the skynshould we go on or turn back home?nI said I'm cold looked up and sighed and closed my eyesnnand somewhere there I must have lost myselfnnso we went back the way we camenstill it was dark and still so coldnbut something didn't feel the same for menlike I was growing old with every step that I takennand silence's every noise that we makennI feel so numb but somehow it achesnnI hope one day I'll just turn awakennyeah I hope one day the silence will breaknnnso what am I still doing here?nam I still looking for a friend?nI tried denial guilt and fearnI tried to take it to an endnnyou asked what have I done to you?nI answered nothing I was blindnwell everything I tried to do was getting you out of my mind to keep my self controlnit wouldn't work and in the end yeah I knownyou would just fade and there was growing a holennnand now it's slowly getting clearnwith every look into your eyesnyou're somewhere elsenI'm still right herenand watch the oceans fall and rise againnnit's like we once went for a walkninto a night too dark and blacknnit's like we once went for a walknnand I was never coming back