it's a desperate situation, nthe kind of disposition that makes nme feel so uptight,nI fear the worst is yet to comenit's nights like these that haunt me, ntie me down and stalk me, memories,nthis is interesting, I thought all this was donennand all that time I ran away from my heartnnwhen everything is broken,nit's a choice you make that pulls you throughnstand up, be real strong,nin the wake of what's been donennsuch a cursed imagination, nthoughts like ammunition, the time has come, nwar is beckoning, is all just in my mind.nthe field's been shaped for battle, nI'm not sure what will happen, in my defensenthis is crippling, it's not just in my mindnnoh, it's good, it's all