The bus pulls away from the Midnight Station andI don't know what to do with all this frustrationI'm beginning to concede and my life is utter disarrayI can't find a reason to be thankful I awoke todaySo maybe I'll stand waiting for you to draw a line orRemain star crossed and cashing in on borrowed timeWishing that I'd never have to let you goKnowing I'll never relax and just enjoy the fucking showWith my eyes on the prize and my hands on the pastI want to meet the one responsible for allowing this last'Cause I live each day one second at a timeAnd since you've been gone it's myself I can't seem to findI know I'm in here somewhere but I can't seem to pinpoint whereAnd madness takes root knowing these thoughts will always be right thereLaughing, mocking, prodding, haunting me as I sleepSinking, falling, and drowning in an abyss so deepI find myself but I'm on the brink, and oh god this hurts like hellI guess I'll just have to learn to enjoy losing which is just as wellCause I'll take my seat with the precious others, the few who are just like meToo nice to sink to such a low, and content inside our dreamsI will have concocted a world in almost perfect conditionWhere you are by my side and that alone is worth the price of admissionBut I'm abandoning ambition and reeling from the guilt creeping up inside of meTo let me know I'm more than just a fake smile and winning personalityThere's a romantic side, loving and angelicAnd then there's the other side: evil and demonicOne that comes out when I'm all alone at nightHell, he'd probably come out even if you WERE by my sideAnd that's the thing that hurtsThat I'm not always lovableThat I'm not always saneThat I'm not always going to listen to the good side of my brainNow I shoot without warningAnd I cry when I'm aloneI wanna live inside my memories:A world where you're not goneBut alarms bring in the pain of morningAnd this cycle will never endThat's why I hide from the mirrors my mourningReminds me that I'm broken and this close to giving in
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