What can I do to stop me?nMaybe you can make me wholenAnd fix the error in my brainnConnect the wires, make me sanenThis newfound power I have come tonDoesn't suit me at allnAnd when I lose my mindnOh the horrors that I findnI feel like a mistake who's wanting only to go back againnTo before I knew anythingnTo before I was creatednI want the darkness backnnWith your heart in my hands, I fall asleepnI'm a monster with an uncanny thirstnnWhen I wake up, I find myself covered in bloodnWhat kind of life is this that I am forced to live?nI never asked for any of thisnI never asked for any of thisnOh god I'm alive and to what purpose?nAll I ever did beforenWas pre-determined and now I'm forcednTo make my own decisionsnMy mind is like a child's, discovering the worldnFor the first timenBut I want it to be the last timennWhy was I created for this?nOh God, I'm so sick of killingnnI guess I'll take my own lifenI guess I'll take my own life?nWhat am I taking? What kind of life is this?nI'm going to kill you