Every time you turn your back on me I second guess myself. But I know I'm better than that and i know i'm better than you. When you turn around I'm not gonna fuckin be there. It was never about you. It was all about me. If you have something to confess do it now.nnI'm only here as a convienence. When I need you your never around. You're a fucking ghost and sometimes I wish that's how you'd stay. A transparent memory of the worst times of my life. Show yourself.nnNote to self:nThis is self reflection. nThis is self appraisal. nLook to the future and take this in stride.nnYour words cut deep and their meant to kill me. But you have failed and that's a big mistake that you have made. Now you will die by way of my hands. I couldn't ask for anything more than these words you have injected into me. It's as if I am standing on mountains looking down on you. The notches in the wall are getting taller by the second and you are exponentially getting smaller. You have committed suicide by way of my hands.