Who am I that I should not admire? nThat I should not want to love. nYou’ve been the same from what I can remember. nIt’s been a year and I haven’t changed. nDimmer lights search for the dark when they can’t find rest for themselves. nI’ve searched through valleys and fought in cold. nBut never found rest in me. nEager eyes, would you lean in here? nWould you face your fears? nFor I am convinced that it’s love that you’ve shown me. nWhile I’ve tested seasons in search for your glory. nOhhh.nDimmer lights search for the dark when they can’t find rest for themselves. nI’ve searched through valleys and fought in cold. nBut never found rest in myself.nI have two bloody hands! (With scars that can prove.)nI tried to fight fears! (Instead I fought you.)nWhen will I learn? (Of all that I’m worth?)nMore than I’m told! (More than I’ve heard.)nThis is the process, the process! The Process of finding who I am.nFinding who I am. Finding who I am.