you know I never used to drink nbut these days nit's my only link nto understanding nwhat it is nto cope with loss nto feel regret nnmy how time has really flown njust yesterday I had someone nthese days I have the extra space nin my bed there's a guitar case nthat's sleeping where you used to be noh you know I never used to drink this way nndid I just hear a noise at my door nI go to check but nobody's there nntoday I found a photograph nof me when I was 10 and laughing noh it's funny how a life ncan change from wondering why the sky is gray nand to abandoning caution giving time away nlike something you can give for free nlike happiness has just one key nbut things aren't always what they seem nbecause every failure is once a dream nand mine its still has never changed nI wished to write a song that never fades nndid I just hear a noise at my door nI go to check but nobody's there nnI just realized it's new years eve nwell that's my way of keeping track of time nbecause fate has never failedn it seems I always spend this night alone nand wonder where you are nand who you plan on kissing nwhen this year expiresnleaving in its wake na trail of memories nyou can't escape the past I hear nit's just a burden nthat you have to bear nnhold a second someone's at my door nI open up the locks nand twist the doorknob nall to find the girl nwhom I am writing this song for nmy mouth opens to speak nwith tears upon my cheeks nmy body says nhello Emma I'm happy to see you again