Sitting here with my heart in my hands.nWondering why you won't talk to me.nI know i may be a fly on the wall.nBut why you dont pay no mind to me?nnDon't wanna be a rockstar.nDon't want the fame.nDon't mean nothing at all.nIt's finally sinking in.nnCould you take a chance on me?nNo, I'm not a freak.nAre you just afraid of what we could've been?nCould you take a chance on me?nNo, I'm not a freak.nAre you just afraid of what we could've been?nnBig balloons in shapes of all of us.nFloat away without a care in the world.nThis big top masquerade with all of freaks and all the pain.nWill tear us all apart.nnDon't wanna be a rockstar.nDon't want the fame.nDon't mean nothing at all.nIt's finally sinking in.nnCould you take a chance on me?nNo, I'm not a freak.nAre you just afraid of what we could've been?nCould you take a chance on me?nNo, I'm not a freak.nAre you just afraid of what we could've been?nnnOh how am i this silent storm?nOh why do you get in line and leave?nnI've had enough.