Have you ever felt so desperate?nHave you ever felt so dense inside?nEverything turns grey and desolate, everything feels weathered and fragilenEveryone you thought you loved, took you for a ride in a city called 'fucked'nAnd smashes through your dreams, head first down a one way streetnSinging i don't know where things went wrong for me, amidst nightmares by the fucking seanDancing at thirty three, wishing desperately for claritynAnd this isn't how i pictured me, afraid to grow into the man i aspired to benEveryday, this is why events unnerve menIn the shadow of the greatest man, i feel naked, the lonely one, untouched by the rising sunnDesperation crashed down on me, endlessly i reach for nothing, amidst the waves of eternitynI'm on my own against the world and i've never felt so fucking cold