i only feel like i'm asking when i'm askingni'm only asking 'cause i don't have enough of these things that i want noh these things that i wantni find i always use them upni only feel like i'm crying when i'm cryingni'm only crying 'cause the tears ain't so muchni can't sit here all aloneni'm so scared when i'm at homeni'll find a world that's right for meni can feel it when the lights come on in the city from my housenand i can feel it when the lights go down on mennni only feel like i'm slipping when i'm slipping ni'm only slipping 'cause it hurts in my bloodni can't change who i amni don't have another plannwhy did i ever try to lie?ni only feel like i'm lying when i'm lyingni'm only lying 'cause the truth hurts so muchni can smile through the painnbut i know it doesn't changenoh god i've torn out my insidesni can feel it when the lights come on in the city from my housenand i can feel it when the lights go down on mennnit only feels like i'm asking when i'm askingni'm only asking because i don't have enough of these things that i wantnoh these things that i wantni find i always use them up