I ain't gonna kill myself loving younI ain't gonna break my own heartnI ain't gonna kill myself wanting younWhen you don't seem to want any part of my lovenAnd I know I'll be fine just as soon as I let gonYes I know I'll be alright as soon as I let gonGet a strong case of weakness -- a rich worthless lovenTell you straight out that it's twistednCrack flash of lightning struck from abovenKnocked down a cow and I kissed yanOh, now, now I know I'll be fine just as soon as I let gonYes I know I'll be alright as soon as I let gonBut I keep holding on for a futurenI keep waiting for something to changenI keep holding on for a futurenI keep looking for something that I never seenI ain't gonna kill myself loving younI ain't gonna die for a life togethernI ain't gonna kill myself wanting younWhen you don't seem to want me oh my days go by