ChristnnThe suffering and misery that I endurento harbor thoughts so brizzarenbeyond impurennMother, I'm herento do all thenthings that you longnfor me to donnI love when we'renin our reside alone latenat night and you embrace mennNow you found anothernto do all the things thatnwe used to do at nightnin our roomnnNow I experience sexualnneglect at 10 years oldnnNow your life means nothing to menafter all the pain you caused menJudt to see you with another guynI guess I'm the only one was just a'liennI confront you with sexualntrunstration built up insidenof me but you deny the pleasurenyou'll noy die in vainnnThe suffering and miserynthat I endure to see yournstreaks ob blood still runndown the wallnnYou can now not leave menbut your death was not in vainneven though your body's coldnI can still enjoy you in deathnMother