were that i the one that died in place of younnrather then prematurely paralyzed by younnwould you have worn your grief like laurels bestowed upon younnthis useless gravity still felt by all but younnnnyou know that i wouldn't mind,nni must have lied a thousand timesnnand how i wanted to diennjust to sanctify my strifennand as that i'm being honest,nnthis is all that i wantednnmost of the timennnncould i offer up the years i spent resenting younnfor the nine years of my life that went to lay with younnon the ground above you i'd lie,nnso solemnly contritennand i can finally forgive you,nnfor everytime you saved my lifennwe may have both came unwanted,nnbut you were all that she wanted nnmost of the timennnnthrough all the years i casually exploited younnand still it never occured to me i was approaching younnor that the last six years of my life were overtaking you nnwith an indifference divinennmy life down i will liennyou were only a kid thennnjust one of god's stolen childrennnblessed with less time