Steven, I love you, I can't grow past you,nI'm, homesick in spite of the placenthat I fostered and styled to raise this childnwho keeps me in pitch and in pacennBut I miss reaching for the lasers,nthe sound of the beat is eight clicks away,nclasses, school behavior.nsweating the night out of the sky,nlearning to laugh and not ask why.nnSteven, I missed you, nthe whole world kissed you.nYou shut up in bloom like a fernnthat was spotted and black,nwith the leaves swirled backwards,nas same trick too easy to turn.nnShould I change my name and move to the country?nA life full of children and animals,nwhite fences, landed gentry.nMaybe I want to be myself,nbut I am somebody else.nnNine months later, I'm the lonely one,nwith all the fruit of labor and half of the fun.n(just like) crisp and cozy in the rising sun,nwe've got a heart of gold, man, it beats like a drum.nnIt shakes, the pebbles are cracking and break,n(the kid logic) dissolves and it all starts to give away,nthen nothing is ever the same,nI can't stand it.nI want to be myself,nbut I am somebody elsennSteven, I'm watching the world get boring, nthere's too much restraint in the mix.nI'd be overly flattered to feel so shattered to,nhave something broken and fixed.nnBut i know the world outside is knockingnthe dream, the drive or the pedigree.nThe forces interlocking,nwell, maybe I want to be myself,nbut I am somebody else.nnNine months later, I'm the lonely one,nwith all the fruit of labor and half of the fun.nJust like crisp and cozy in the rising sun,nhe's got a heart of gold, man, it beats like a drum.nnIt shakes, the pebbles are cracking and break,n(the kid logic) dissolves and it all starts to give away,nand nothing is ever the same,nI can't stand it.nI want to be myself,nbut I am somebody elsennAnd you'll never have someone like me,nif you'll never leave then you'll never see.nI swear that I will pull you from the wreckagenof this sunday, monday routine.nI will pull you from the wreckage.noh, don't you need me on my own.nnCos you and me,nwe're two of a kind.nWe're two of a kind.nnSteven, I love you, I can't grow past you,nI got nothing left to give to you.